After six months of marriage Jitu was working more late hours, the fire was dying and smoke was getting in my eyes. It was that day that I first realized what my brother Deepesh’s feelings were for me. My desi He said, “You’re lovely Arunna.” He’s touched me before and he often tells me I look pretty but this was different. Deepesh answered the door and I said, “Hi handsome” and then I lost it. I walked out. I don’t know if I love him or if I ever loved him…but he’s been good to us and…” I didn’t say that one of the reasons I probably married him was that he had enough money to put Deepesh through College. I unhooked my bra for him and he fondled my breasts as we kissed.
